Completed Dilators

Open Source: the Best Extra Large (XL) Dilators Money can’t Buy

Disclaimer This project documents my personal experience designing, manufacturing, and using custom extra-large vaginal dilators. The designs and instructions are shared freely for educational, experimental, and personal research purposes. These devices are not medically certified or clinically tested. Although the design incorporates platinum-cure silicone, this does not establish that the finished device is biocompatible or […]

Lubricant

Open Source: the Best Water based Lubricant for XL Dilation

Disclaimer This formulation is an independent DIY experiment shared for educational and informational purposes, not a clinically tested or medically approved lubricant. My observations reflect my personal experience and should not be interpreted as evidence of safety or effectiveness for everyone. Ingredient purity, measurement accuracy, pH, sanitation, preservation, and storage conditions can all affect the […]

Wendler Glottoplasty with Dr. Antonio Ballestas Morales / Voice Feminization Surgery / Voicefem.com Review

I was researching voice feminization surgery yet again a while back and somehow landed on transgendermap.com: https://www.transgendermap.com/medical/surgery/voice/feminization/ There was a reference to voicefem.com there and some youtube reviews. There are plenty of before/after Rainbow Readings for voicefem.com on their Instagram, but not many longer term reviews and really nothing about the overall process. I wanted […]

Gender Affirming Surgery that removes your gag reflex

This was originally a horny/haha social media post, but then I did some research. TLDR and then I’ll go into detail: – gag reflex consists of base of tongue, tonsils, and back of throat– about 10-15% of people have a hypersensitive reflex, and there are medical options– the 3 relevant surgeries are: Tonsillectomy, Uvulectomy, and […]

Successful Lactation using Domperidone as a Trans Woman

For the past few months I’ve been successfully lactating, based loosely on the Newman Goldfarb Protocol: https://www.asklenore.info/breastfeeding/induced_lactation/protocols4print.shtml Where to get Domperidone? I couldn’t find a lactation protocol adapted specifically for Trans women, so I kept my base HRT regiment the same while adding Domperidone, acquired from a source on https://hrt.cafe Note that Domperidone is basically […]

Anecdotal and proven uses for Progesterone for Transfeminine HRT

Recently I started Progesterone, specifically 100mg “bio identical” Oral Micronized taken as suppository (hole poked in the capsule with a safety pin, run under water for a second to soften, then insert with a little lubricant for priming). Without doing a lot of research I noticed some things simply based on the effects I felt […]

Transgender Breast Development: A lack of data is progress?

There is a trend in transgender research that I’ve noticed – a lack of evidence in either direction is often considered the “gold standard” for clinical practices. This is blatantly absurd. 1. Clinical Review: Breast Development in Trans Women Receiving Cross-Sex Hormones Results: Only few studies with low quality of evidence addressed these topics. The […]

My Hair Recovery Timeline. Aiming for full recovery through biohacking.

This hair recovery timeline is not an endorsement of using Estradiol for hair recovery. Estradiol will dramatically reduce Testosterone production in Testicles and hence serum levels. Estradiol may also permanently sterilize reproductive ability/sperm production (the science is not clear currently). It can also reduce the size of penis/testicles/prostate. My Testosterone levels are well below castration/in […]

Can Estradiol Monotherapy work for you? Will you need antiandrogens?

A lot of people start HRT using blockers such as Spironolactone to suppress Testosterone with the goal of achieving typical cis women levels for optimum feminization. Some people even try a “low and slow” method of antiandrogen monotherapy for several months before starting Estradiol therapy. One frequent question is whether Estradiol Monotherapy (only dosing Estradiol […]

Potential side effects from Finasteride. Is Dutasteride any better?

I was interested in taking Finasteride to see if it helped with hair loss and also to limit localized DHEA to DHT conversion in my body (side stepping Testosterone to DHT conversion). I was prescribed 5mg daily, which is a lot, but I thought it would make side effects very apparent. For me Finasteride was […]